Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 5:01 AM
I can't believe you hurt me this far .
What do i mean to you ?
I bet i'm nothing to you .
As i sat alone in my room , tears just kept rolling down my cheeks .
Is it called love when it hurts so much ?
Do i have to sacrifice & give in all the time ?
Its unfair to me , it really is .
Is this what you hope for ?
You're so much different from the first time i met you .
Is it cause of me you've changed ?
If it is , i'm sorry .
I just wish you can be all mine once again .
It hurts alot to see you being with her .
I won't deny how much i love & care for you .
But i guess you still haven't realised it .
Time will tell it all .
You left me after our 1 year & 8 months of relationship .
I text you every single day but you didn't reply me any .
I waited for you for nearly 3 months .
When i was about to give up hope on you , you came back .
I was happy indeed .
My heart was telling me truth .
You'll shurely come back & you really did .
24 january 2009 , th day i got you back .
Those pichares are still kept in my handphone .
But then , a week later , you started to avoid me .
My heart was really in pain .
Every night i cry , hoping that things would change .
You kept secrets from me .
When i get to know that you play timer with hidayah , i was truly hurt .
What did i lack ?
What was my mistake ?
Bby , i care for you but you never did appreciate it .
What more do you want from me ?
At this moment , i felt like giving up .
I just can't get over it .
& now , you're treating me as you wish .
When you need me , you come looking for me .
But when you don't need me , you just ignore me .
Is this what you really want ?
I've always cared for you but you just don't see it .
You're saying that nobody cares for you even if you die .
Well , i do .
But no matter how much i love & care for you , it doesn't make any difference .
You've found someone else .
& i bet she's much more better than me until you're willing to hurt me this much .
I just hope you'll be happy always .
I love you bby .
What do i mean to you ?
I bet i'm nothing to you .
As i sat alone in my room , tears just kept rolling down my cheeks .
Is it called love when it hurts so much ?
Do i have to sacrifice & give in all the time ?
Its unfair to me , it really is .
Is this what you hope for ?
You're so much different from the first time i met you .
Is it cause of me you've changed ?
If it is , i'm sorry .
I just wish you can be all mine once again .
It hurts alot to see you being with her .
I won't deny how much i love & care for you .
But i guess you still haven't realised it .
Time will tell it all .
You left me after our 1 year & 8 months of relationship .
I text you every single day but you didn't reply me any .
I waited for you for nearly 3 months .
When i was about to give up hope on you , you came back .
I was happy indeed .
My heart was telling me truth .
You'll shurely come back & you really did .
24 january 2009 , th day i got you back .
Those pichares are still kept in my handphone .
But then , a week later , you started to avoid me .
My heart was really in pain .
Every night i cry , hoping that things would change .
You kept secrets from me .
When i get to know that you play timer with hidayah , i was truly hurt .
What did i lack ?
What was my mistake ?
Bby , i care for you but you never did appreciate it .
What more do you want from me ?
At this moment , i felt like giving up .
I just can't get over it .
& now , you're treating me as you wish .
When you need me , you come looking for me .
But when you don't need me , you just ignore me .
Is this what you really want ?
I've always cared for you but you just don't see it .
You're saying that nobody cares for you even if you die .
Well , i do .
But no matter how much i love & care for you , it doesn't make any difference .
You've found someone else .
& i bet she's much more better than me until you're willing to hurt me this much .
I just hope you'll be happy always .
I love you bby .
