I wanna share with you guys bout me "pee-ing" inside the bus .
It was after school & i went to mac to buy double cheeseburger meal as per usual .
After that , i went back to school with syiq .
I put my ice lemon tea inside a plastic bag & put it inside my bag .
I totally forgot bout it .
I board bus 190 to bukit panjang dome .
I was sitting down so i placed my bag on my lap .
Suddenly , i felt something cold flowing down my legs .
Then syiq say , 'Akak .. you pee is it ?'
At that moment , my bag was alrdy wet with ice lemon tea .
OH GOD ! PATHETIC RIGHT ? Gahh !
I totally hate it siaa .
& guess what .. my books & papers are drenched with ice lemon tea .
NICE SMELL baybeh !
Reach the dome alrdy , i quickly emptied my bag .
I spread my books out to dry then .
But then , it rained .
Went to BPP then went home around 8 plus .
Luckily my bag was alrdy dry .
BAD MEMORIES .


I just wish things would get betta .
I cant be sitting & staring into space all the time right ?
STUPID LOVE .
It doesnt bring me happiness but sadness .
But what can i possibly do .
You care for her more than you care for me .
You love her more than you love me .
Maybe all this is just a game i & you played .
Maybe in this game , you fell for me but in reality , you dont .
Those promises kept running in my mind .
Your actions make me dont bother bout you anymore .
Just because of her , you're willing to break my heart .
& all you say is that you're sorry .
OH GOD , YOU GORT TO BE KIDDING ME .
I've come to realise that loving you wont mean anything .
Its best if i leave & let you be happy with her .
From now on , i'll just treat you like you're my brother .
My love for you will be a love of a sister to a brother .
Nort more than that .
I cant make you happy & i cant share the happiness with you .
But if you're sad , i'll go thru the sadness with you .
I wont be beside you but whenever you need me , im shure to help you .
I'll be with you thru it all , i promise .
Well , thanks alot for all the momories .