Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 6:19 AM
thinking bout what's going to happen next .
wondering if something good is going to happen .
or maybe the opposite .
ain't shure bout it .
but there's nothing i can possibly do .
just waiting for the answers to be revealed .
wishing that he would understand my feelings .
i ain't strong to go through all this pain for any longer .
a deep cut was left in my heart when he left me all alone .
at that moment , i didn't know what to do .
he made me all confused .
no words .
nothing at all to tell me where did i went wrong .
i tried to reach him every single day .
but to no avail .
he ignored me like he never did knew me .
when i was able to move on , he came back into my life .
just for one week & then he started to apart from me bit by bit .
nothing hurts more than knowing that he actually played timer .
forking shit .
i get all forked up cause whenever i want to move on ,
he'll come back into my life .
its like as if he knows !
oh god , what did i do to deserve all this ?
i'm pretty shure that i had treated him nicely .
or maybe its cause i'm being too nice to him that's why he's taking it for granted .
i've tried my best .
but nothing's working .
i've lose hope , that's for shure .
being frends may be betta than strangers .
but sometimes , acting like strangers can be useful .
i took the risk in wanting to act like i never knew him cause ,
whenever i see him with her , it hurts .
maybe its betta this way .
i bet he'll be much more happier .
i was just someone to guide & love him .
i wasn't someone that was meant for him .
i'm glad that he's able to live his life with happiness .
while me ,
i'm still stucked here , trying to overcome all this .
my heart will be healed soon enough .
ain't shure if i have the confidence .
but i'm shure that you're the one .
you're the superman that i've been waiting for .
those smile of yours & those laughter of yours .
every bit of it just brings happiness to me .
you brought a smile to my face .
seeing you brightens up my day .
all i have is hope .
but i'm trying my best nort to put too high hopes on you .
cause i know that i might get hurt in the end .
just one wish .
hope you'll make my wish a dream come true .
