A STEP FORWARD , LEADING TO SOMETHING NEW .





hopes are hopes .
wishes are wishes .
dreams are dreams .
if only i am able to rewind back th time , i would stop all this from happening .
why did you have to ask me that qn .
why cnt we just continue being frends , then i bet it won't turn out this way .
things are different now .
you dnt even care whether i'm your frend or nort .
you promised me lots of things but you never did mean it .
its all just words , plain empty words .
all you knw is to compare & nort care for wht's in my heart .
whenever i let out my feelings , you blamed me instead of understanding wht's in my heart .
maybe its my fault , maybe i've hurt you or offended you but you dnt have to hurt me this way .
how much it hurts , you dnt knw cause you never care to knw .
i thot you're much more betta than him but you prove me wrong .
now , wht more cn i say .
i admit it hurts but i'll get over it pretty soon .

school was suckish today .
had SS & maths prelim paper one .
SS was effing suckish .
i didn't have time to finish th paper .
idk why i was doing th paper so damn slow .
my mind was working so slowly . DAMN .
maths paper one wasn't good either , didn't have time to finish th paper either .
but luckily my calculator didn't get on my nerves .
i bet i won't make it , hell yeah .
aft paper , went to mcdonald's with dinah & lily .
met afiq & th others there .
th others went home & afiq joined us .
& guess wht , we talked crap man .
we laughed our hearts out siaa .
afiq was so damn funny .
he talked bout his godbrother .
& walaoweii , afiq like gay siol .
OMG , hahah .
we had our own school name .
mine was CAMPBELL SOUP PRIMARY SCHOOL .
lily's was "CERET BERET" PRIMARY SCHOOL .
dinah's was CRANBERRY PRIMARY SCHOOL .
lily's one was damn awful siaa .
lily kene rabakk gile siots , takleyh angs .

seriously , i need something refreshing .