Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
no longer around me ; it's almost gone .
as i try stepping on a new stone , it seems like something's pulling me back .
i'm nort shure whether it's trying to stop me from moving forward or it wants me to keep holding on .
efforts have been made , lots of it but nothing's changing .
feel like giving up or perhaps , i've already given up .
i gave you my trust .
i treat you as my bestfriend and you're like a sister to me .
i respect you and i respect your decisions .
whenever your mood swings , i just kept quiet because i know you well .
when you don't have the mood , no one can advice you or tell you to do something .
you have a strong will and also you're good at standing up for yourself .
but since the day you joined the dance group , i had this feeling in my heart .
a feeling which tells me that i'm going to lose you .
i never believe it until today .
because i treat you as my bestfriend , i tell you what i feel about you changing .
i don't mind you being angry with me or whatsoever .
but i guess i have the right to voice out .
i'm nort saying that i'm perfect because no one is .
in fact , i'm nowhere near perfect .
you told me that l*** uses words that contradicts herself but what about you ?
i'm nort trying to be sarcastic but i'm just saying the fact .
you can easily tell me that people change .
but when we say about people changing , it usually means changing to become bad .
since it's that way , what if everyone in this world change , who will be good then ?
well , i really don't know what to say .
you've changed alot , inside out .
now , i've given up .
if you think you're right so be it .
i won't say anything .
i won't go against you .
as long as it makes you happy , i'm fine with it .
labels : i miss the old you .
